bipolar disorder, weed, and medication. back at it with another video no one asked for 🙂 love u PS if you feel like supporting the channel in a more intimate way …
working on being more vulnerable means opening up to a bunch of internet friends ya?? k cool thanks love u
I was diagnosed bipolar a couple months ago.
Use weed as a tool, not as an escape 🙂 don’t be afraid to meditate some stoner thoughts. Also check out Jordan Peterson, he has helped me through plenty of mental health challenges. I also have BPD along with a few other diagnoses and Lamictal with Lexapro has been a good combo for me. Lamictal keeps the moods steady and lexipro helps with the deeeeeeepression. Best of luck brotha!
What a coincidence.I was recently diagnosed with bipolar 2 when I was hospitalized 4 weeks ago.
major respect. you have so much awareness for someone so young. keep doing you
This dark humor shit got me dyin bruh😂 i got severe mood swings but hot damn (my dad is bipolar and im 99.9% sure i have it because i can go from super happy and giggly to so depressed that i get suicidal in a matter of moments and that shit is terrifying but keep fighting man! We are so proud of you! If you ever wanna talk literally just dm me i promise im chill (well usually lol i wont bite).My therapist is always commenting on my ways of coping with shit (im a month clean from self harm) like dark humor and dark music and i just sit here and am like ion know🤷🏻♂️the dark shit always makes me laugh too🤣🤡 ive grown up bieng emotionally and sexually abused and dark humor and music have managed to let me live for 17 about to be 18 years so i must doing some shit right huh👏🏻 the effect music has on someone who battles anxiety , depression and possibly PTSD (from the abuse and shit) is honestly amazing. If i didnt have music (listen to it and make my own that is) i dont know if i would be alive right now.
This guy is so genuinely funny and such an amazing person. Im currently stuck in a depressive episode and his videos are actually helping me. Him calling himself “crazy” made me chuckle because i felt that. My depression is from trauma , genetics basically just abuse and shit🤷🏻♂️ but dark humor is a great great thing . I do agree with you lol on the sitting on the rock. I swear my ancestors must have been doing some shit because hell i cant believe anything else of what they would be doing🤣
I adore you. Raw, real and just downright beautiful ♥️
Yo bro— can I be ur internet friend?
Biggest fail of having a mental illness – poor time management . ( insert that one emoji with the sad eyes ) . I haven't been brave enough to be diagnosed yet but someday .
Hey so, did you stop taking Zoloft,?
My bipolar journey is so similar to yours!!
I was put on Wellbutrin for depression but it put me in a super manic episode where I was actually hallucinating. I was put on Zoloft then and it basically did the same thing and that’s when I got a bipolar 1 diagnosis. I was put on lithium which made me dissociate so badly. Now I’m on lamictal which is a godsend. Thank you for posting this video! Good vibes sent your way my friend
I love you so much
more talk on bipolar plz – we needz to know about the mania
Waiting on those lines make everyone feel dead inside bruh, it's not just you! Keep goin' strong yo
dude i frickin love you what the heck
It's partially the shit food you're eating, probably also the hierarchical pressures of becoming a man. Start eating high-quality, nutrient-dense meat from animals raised on their natural diet and forage in their natural land. Stop eating vegan slave slop. Just a theory, but maybe the highs and lows you're experiencing are the result of differing levels of insulin throughout your day. I'm willing to bet you eat a lot of carbs. You probably won't ever hear something this unconventional come out of an M.D's mouth, but I'd be very weary if I was you before I started playing mental warfare games with my mind. Also I wouldn't spend too much time "working on being vulnerable." Vulnerability gets you KILLED in nature and in the real world. Find stability through diet, nature and community. Hopefully my words are not lost in translation and are accessible enough to somewhat resonate with you. Hope the best for you Drew.
Great video, so awesome that you're willing to talk about these tough subjects
Life is a goddamn roller coaster!! god damn tell me about it XD !!! Did you get prescribed Zoloft or Ritalin first?? What did you think was the difference between zoloft and ritalin? I been on Adderall and I am currently on zoloft and klonopin. cheers for videos bro keep em coming my man!!
Standing in the Disneyland line feeling dead inside – I know exactly how that feels! For me it happens a lot when going out for drinks with friends and going through lulls in the evening where you just want to go home and not be around anyone. In that moment, I try to remind myself where I am, focus on the now – look around you, reflect on what is happening, how lucky you are to be right there right then. Even if it helps for a split second, it helps. I love your honesty and for putting yourself out there. Keep yourself busy, explore LA, experience life, but if you wake up and don’t want to get out of bed, that’s okay too. I keep a journal and that helps me digest just how much I’ve done when I feel like I’ve not done enough. Anyway sending good vibes!
I am glad to hear from you and glad to see that you are still being creative and sharing your experiences. I wish you well and hope you will keep your feet on the ground. Best wishes
I know exactly what you mean when you talked about being surprised every time someone leaves a nice comment or sends a supportive DM. I question it every single time someone says I've done good at anything. It's very difficult for me to believe that I actually can be good at things and even harder to believe that someone would take the time out to notice and compliment me about it. As always I'm sending good vibes your way and hope that soon you start having more good days than bad ones 🧡
Aye Drew, keep at it! Life fucks us all!
Hey you. I have BiPolar 2, PTSD and other things. You are inspiring and Im glad you're on a med that is keeping you stable. Sending love to you.
did I ever tell you that I just love you so much? you’re such an amazing person and you make me smile so much. keep being the light to many people’s day. have a great day boo💙
i wish we’d know the answers to these questions
Look forward to your videos so so much you have inspired me so much to live my best life.
join a boxing gym..
Weed is actually making your mental health worse. Short term you might feel better but long term effects include depression, anxiety and can lead to schizophrenia (if other risk factors are present making you susceptible)
Being a bit more vulnerable does help us cope with life better. Trust and believe that you are capable of doing a lot of wonderful things. All the positive vibes to you Drew! P.S., I love the rings on your right hand. So cool
So happy you’re back!!
Keep the weed drop the rest and relax pimp you've got past the hard part (putting your face out there) now all you need to be is you and you got this in the bag but California that is a tough place to make it for anyone but you got my support
😏👍middle is normal😂😂😂😂😂thats a lie life is ups and downs
Drewwwww 🥺🥺 ive been where you’ve been. Lithium literally turned my life upside down and ruined some of my closest relationships. I know not everyone has the same reaction to meds BUT I am SO GLAD they decided not to put you on it!! I believe in you and your journey. Life’s a bitch but make it your bitch… ok thanks for coming to my ted talk. Love u
stay strong man, you can do this!!! you inspire me to be more self aware and to make this life something worth living
i respect you brother
i love your vulnerability and how open you are. Also really wanna smoke a blunt w you. I love and appreciate you so much 🙂 thank you for making my day brighter. Sending you all the love and positivity
this video really came right on time, i was deadass on the verge of a mental breakdown when the notification came through, so thank you so much bruva ! 🙏🏽
Dear Drew, are you excīted about getting a $13 tattoo on your arm this month since next week is Friday the 13th on March 13th, 2020? 🐱🐈💉 #NoSanaNoLife
I think that you're an amazingly talented and intelligent guy tbh 🕊 Any thoughts about dove tats?
You my friend have earned a subscrīber!! 🕊🦘🦦
There's good things coming for you, Drew! It just takes a lot of time and your optimism will truly triumph in the end. Stay strong, king. You're amazing 🙂
working on being more vulnerable means opening up to a bunch of internet friends ya?? k cool thanks love u
I was diagnosed bipolar a couple months ago.
Use weed as a tool, not as an escape 🙂 don’t be afraid to meditate some stoner thoughts. Also check out Jordan Peterson, he has helped me through plenty of mental health challenges. I also have BPD along with a few other diagnoses and Lamictal with Lexapro has been a good combo for me. Lamictal keeps the moods steady and lexipro helps with the deeeeeeepression. Best of luck brotha!
What a coincidence.I was recently diagnosed with bipolar 2 when I was hospitalized 4 weeks ago.
major respect. you have so much awareness for someone so young. keep doing you
This dark humor shit got me dyin bruh😂 i got severe mood swings but hot damn (my dad is bipolar and im 99.9% sure i have it because i can go from super happy and giggly to so depressed that i get suicidal in a matter of moments and that shit is terrifying but keep fighting man! We are so proud of you! If you ever wanna talk literally just dm me i promise im chill (well usually lol i wont bite).My therapist is always commenting on my ways of coping with shit (im a month clean from self harm) like dark humor and dark music and i just sit here and am like ion know🤷🏻♂️the dark shit always makes me laugh too🤣🤡 ive grown up bieng emotionally and sexually abused and dark humor and music have managed to let me live for 17 about to be 18 years so i must doing some shit right huh👏🏻 the effect music has on someone who battles anxiety , depression and possibly PTSD (from the abuse and shit) is honestly amazing. If i didnt have music (listen to it and make my own that is) i dont know if i would be alive right now.
This guy is so genuinely funny and such an amazing person. Im currently stuck in a depressive episode and his videos are actually helping me. Him calling himself “crazy” made me chuckle because i felt that. My depression is from trauma , genetics basically just abuse and shit🤷🏻♂️ but dark humor is a great great thing . I do agree with you lol on the sitting on the rock. I swear my ancestors must have been doing some shit because hell i cant believe anything else of what they would be doing🤣
I adore you. Raw, real and just downright beautiful ♥️
Yo bro— can I be ur internet friend?
Biggest fail of having a mental illness – poor time management . ( insert that one emoji with the sad eyes ) . I haven't been brave enough to be diagnosed yet but someday .
Hey so, did you stop taking Zoloft,?
My bipolar journey is so similar to yours!!
I was put on Wellbutrin for depression but it put me in a super manic episode where I was actually hallucinating. I was put on Zoloft then and it basically did the same thing and that’s when I got a bipolar 1 diagnosis. I was put on lithium which made me dissociate so badly. Now I’m on lamictal which is a godsend. Thank you for posting this video! Good vibes sent your way my friend
I love you so much
more talk on bipolar plz – we needz to know about the mania
Waiting on those lines make everyone feel dead inside bruh, it's not just you! Keep goin' strong yo
dude i frickin love you what the heck
It's partially the shit food you're eating, probably also the hierarchical pressures of becoming a man. Start eating high-quality, nutrient-dense meat from animals raised on their natural diet and forage in their natural land. Stop eating vegan slave slop. Just a theory, but maybe the highs and lows you're experiencing are the result of differing levels of insulin throughout your day. I'm willing to bet you eat a lot of carbs. You probably won't ever hear something this unconventional come out of an M.D's mouth, but I'd be very weary if I was you before I started playing mental warfare games with my mind. Also I wouldn't spend too much time "working on being vulnerable." Vulnerability gets you KILLED in nature and in the real world. Find stability through diet, nature and community. Hopefully my words are not lost in translation and are accessible enough to somewhat resonate with you. Hope the best for you Drew.
-Syd
Hey Drew,
watch this video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esPRsT-lmw8&t=515s
Great video, so awesome that you're willing to talk about these tough subjects
Life is a goddamn roller coaster!! god damn tell me about it XD !!! Did you get prescribed Zoloft or Ritalin first?? What did you think was the difference between zoloft and ritalin? I been on Adderall and I am currently on zoloft and klonopin. cheers for videos bro keep em coming my man!!
Standing in the Disneyland line feeling dead inside – I know exactly how that feels! For me it happens a lot when going out for drinks with friends and going through lulls in the evening where you just want to go home and not be around anyone. In that moment, I try to remind myself where I am, focus on the now – look around you, reflect on what is happening, how lucky you are to be right there right then. Even if it helps for a split second, it helps. I love your honesty and for putting yourself out there. Keep yourself busy, explore LA, experience life, but if you wake up and don’t want to get out of bed, that’s okay too. I keep a journal and that helps me digest just how much I’ve done when I feel like I’ve not done enough. Anyway sending good vibes!
I am glad to hear from you and glad to see that you are still being creative and sharing your experiences. I wish you well and hope you will keep your feet on the ground. Best wishes
I know exactly what you mean when you talked about being surprised every time someone leaves a nice comment or sends a supportive DM. I question it every single time someone says I've done good at anything. It's very difficult for me to believe that I actually can be good at things and even harder to believe that someone would take the time out to notice and compliment me about it.
As always I'm sending good vibes your way and hope that soon you start having more good days than bad ones 🧡
Aye Drew, keep at it! Life fucks us all!
Hey you. I have BiPolar 2, PTSD and other things. You are inspiring and Im glad you're on a med that is keeping you stable. Sending love to you.
did I ever tell you that I just love you so much? you’re such an amazing person and you make me smile so much. keep being the light to many people’s day. have a great day boo💙
i wish we’d know the answers to these questions
Look forward to your videos so so much you have inspired me so much to live my best life.
join a boxing gym..
Weed is actually making your mental health worse. Short term you might feel better but long term effects include depression, anxiety and can lead to schizophrenia (if other risk factors are present making you susceptible)
Being a bit more vulnerable does help us cope with life better. Trust and believe that you are capable of doing a lot of wonderful things. All the positive vibes to you Drew! P.S., I love the rings on your right hand. So cool
So happy you’re back!!
Keep the weed drop the rest and relax pimp you've got past the hard part (putting your face out there) now all you need to be is you and you got this in the bag but California that is a tough place to make it for anyone but you got my support
😏👍middle is normal😂😂😂😂😂thats a lie life is ups and downs
Drewwwww 🥺🥺 ive been where you’ve been. Lithium literally turned my life upside down and ruined some of my closest relationships. I know not everyone has the same reaction to meds BUT I am SO GLAD they decided not to put you on it!! I believe in you and your journey. Life’s a bitch but make it your bitch… ok thanks for coming to my ted talk. Love u
stay strong man, you can do this!!! you inspire me to be more self aware and to make this life something worth living
i respect you brother
i love your vulnerability and how open you are. Also really wanna smoke a blunt w you. I love and appreciate you so much 🙂 thank you for making my day brighter. Sending you all the love and positivity
this video really came right on time, i was deadass on the verge of a mental breakdown when the notification came through, so thank you so much bruva ! 🙏🏽
Dear Drew, are you excīted about getting a $13 tattoo on your arm this month since next week is Friday the 13th on March 13th, 2020? 🐱🐈💉 #NoSanaNoLife
I think that you're an amazingly talented and intelligent guy tbh 🕊 Any thoughts about dove tats?
You my friend have earned a subscrīber!! 🕊🦘🦦
There's good things coming for you, Drew! It just takes a lot of time and your optimism will truly triumph in the end. Stay strong, king. You're amazing 🙂